This book is meant to explain bipolar 1 disorder to anyone unfamiliar with the disease. It takes a peak at about a three year period in my life where I went through severe trauma and had plenty of time to reflect on it. After writing my first book where I unraveled much of my confusion mainly around my manic episodes, I spent little time confused this time around as I try to understand my psychosis. With a unique perspective I dive into my struggle and offer a view that clearly depicts life with a bipolar mind. My first book explains my life. This book explains the disease.